In my sea of Animosity

In my sea of animosity, I find you as refuge.
How dare I speak of the loneliness I feel in your absence when the world is full of much crueler fates and yet I lie here alone wondering how blue I can be without you by my side.
My greatest gift is your presence, no pomp and circumstance required.
Blessed beyond measure doesn’t even capture the sentiment.
Am I whole without you? Indeed. Do not mistake us for dysfunction or dependency.
That is not you or I.
I am the ocean and you the night watchman.
You are the flower and I am the bee.
I do not cease to exist without you, however, my existence is free to soar with your influence.
I knew not what I was capable of becoming.
God has created an amazing partnership.
Lonely am I tonight in a city far away, longing for just a brief glance or touch to bring you near, but blessed knowing you are safely home waiting my arrival.
Beyond God, you are my greatest blessing.
Tonight, far away from our bed, I mourn alone, longing for you.
Solace I find in God who united us and the night we meet again to embrace like no other.